Missing "you"

I don't miss you.
I miss who I thought you were.

Waffles

A waffle is a pancake with tire treads.

What is love?

Love is.

- + - = +

Two negatives make a positive, so if two bad things happen to me then shouldn't a good thing happen also?

Decisions

Bad decisions make great stories.

Zzzzz

I totally regret not wanting to take naps when I was little.

BS

Lovers always carve their insials into trees.
We're just brother and sister.
So if we carved that into a tree it would say:
BS FOREVER

Taylor Swift

If Taylor Swift writes all her songs about the same guy, then she is an idiot.
If her songs are all about different guys, then she is a whore.

Fire Truck

I know it's really wrong when little kids cuss, but it's so funny.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_pj2Nutu5v8

Fat Kids

I wish I was fat.
It's harder to kidnap fat kids.
No one wants to rape fat kids.
Therefor, being fat is an advantage.

Bacon

If bacon makes everything better, then there should be bacon in sex. Then, sex would be the best thing ever.

Imaginary

I still have imaginary friends.
Emery is my best friend.
Joel is my boyfriend.
I have an imaginary boyfriend.
That's as low as it gets.

Forgiven

I never told you that I forgave you a long time ago.

Better Half

It's been weeks since I broke up with him.
I'm just now realizing that I was the better half of the couple.
I just faded when I was with him.

Again

The things I always say that I will do do again are things that I will definitely do again.

Grass

The grass only looks greener on the other side. But deep down, it's really not.

Change

I’m scared the anti-depressants will change who I am, and no one will like me anymore.

Heaven

If heaven is so wonderful then there must be sex there.

If I Died Today

If I died today, would there be anything you wish you said to me?
Would you go to my funeral?
Would you cry?
Would you blame yourself?
Or would you just go die?

Therapy

You and writing are my therapies.
They're both the reason why I'm still breathing.

Best Times

You shouldn't give up.
Fight for yourself and who you are.
You've got to go through the worst times in life to get the best.

Alone

Often I find myself wanting to be alone.
But my biggest fear is that I will be.

ily

I still love you.

Life

Sometimes, secretly, I actually enjoy life.

Alone

I've never had so many friends in my life.
I've also never felt so alone before.

Mask

Never let them see what you're truely feeling.
Even if they're on to you.

Smile

I promise to smile at you next time I pass you in the hallway.
Do you promise to do the same?

Try It

Not caring about what other people think of me is the best thing I've ever done.
Try it.

GMH

this story made me cry my eyes out

"A long time ago, I was on the verge of committing suicide when a guy came to the roof to have lunch. He saw me climbing over the railing and asked me to share his lunch with him. After receiving my puzzled look, he explained, "everyone should die happy. or at least with a full stomach." We celebrated our 10th wedding anniversary last month."

people who honestly care like that give me hope

<3

You've screwed me up so much yet somehow I still have hope that you will change your mind, or change your heart.

:[

It's at times like this when I can't even escape to my own little world...

=] [=

I'm convinced that I can be your princess and you can be my prince.

Quote

I didn't write this but I really like it.

I know someday you'll have a beautiful life. I know you'll be the sun in somebody else's sky. Oh why, why, why can't it be? Why can't it be mine?

BFF

I'm the luckiest girl in the world because you are my best friend. :]

Life

Life is worth living even if it takes two years and a notebook of suicide notes to realize it.

Jazz Hands

It hurts to do jazz hands after I cut myself, but the show must go on.

Swings

I lie awake and listen to the sound of swings swaying back and forth in the wind.
I wonder if it is my childhood beckoning me back or waving goodbye.

facebook conversation

Jonathan
dont hate me cuz im a lover

Emma
i cant help but hate u

Jonathan
this love hate

Emma
is burning me away

Jonathan
like a candle burning at its wick

Emma
haha yup
we're pretty deep lol

Jonathan
like a pool

Emma
ahahaha

Jonathan
o man
were cool

Emma
too cool
cooler than ice cubes

Jonathan
i was hoping like cool as cucumbers

Emma
haha even better

Jonathan
we're on fire

Emma
sizzle sizzle

Jonathan
like the inside of a hot pocket

Emma
hot pockets
yum
or like the inside of ur heart

Jonathan
awwww

Emma
see i can b nice

Jonathan
yes
this is my fav conversation

Emma
haha mine too

Jonathan
we need to save this
haha put it on random thoughts

its like the energizer bunny on its period.

hahaha good times

Love is Hope

love is hope.
you hope for love.
you love in hopes the other person will love you back.
therefore hope is love and love is hope.

Falling Apart

Do you ever feel like you're falling apart,
Yet still your heart is still beating?
I may look and act like I'm perfectly fine.
But a whole other world is going on inside.

Crossing Lines

That line right there.
I never should have crossed it.
Now I'm trying so hard to make it back over to the other side.
Was it worth risking never going back?
Maybe. But only if you crossed it with me.
Too bad I'm stuck here on the other side alone.

Pain

sometimes you have to feel pain to remind yourself that you're alive.

complete

there is someone out there for everyone.
if you take your life,
then that other person will never complete theirs.

billy mays

it's kind of like when you really want to watch a billy mays informational.
and then finally one comes on.
but its not the same since you know he's dead.
yea, that's exactly what it's like.

Prayer

The other day I went to the chapel.
I sat down in front of the tabernacle and started to pray.
When I was done, I closed my eyes and just meditated.
Out of no where I started crying.
It felt like God was holding me in His arms.
The feeling was sad yet comforting.
It's hard to explain.

Horoscope

Scorpio (10/23-11/21)
You could come up with some mighty interesting daydreams. What do they look like?

hmmm..very interesting.
i am a good daydreamer.
so today i'll dream about being with you.

What You Want

All I want is right here.
But what do you want?
It must be so hard for you to hide it.
But you don't know what you're hiding.
Dig down deeper into yourself.
Realize what you really want.

someone

I'm going to find someone someday that might actually treat me well.

God

God will never give us anything that we can't handle.
So that must mean that God knows I can overcome all this bad in my life.
There is hope.
God is good.

Hope

Why do we always wish even though we know it will never come true?
Why do we try when we know we're going to fail?
Why do we love when we know we will just get rejected?
Hope.

Practice Doen't Make Perfect

People always say practice makes perfect.
But I thought nobody's perfect.
So why practice?

Try Jesus

Try Jesus.
If you don't like him, the devil will always take you back.

Art

I’d like to meet a guy named Art.
I’d take him to a museum, hang him on the wall, criticize him and leave.
Just like you did to me.

hamzard

you can't breed a lizard with a hamster.
it just doesn't work.

possible song

those words they always say can never go away.
all they do is degrade.
i'm feelin like dirt.
all it does is hurt.
but i let you say it anyway.

P-:

can you touch your nose with your tongue?
i can almost.
ish.
P-:

Smartness

Be smart, listen to your brain and not your heart.

P-)

i wish i was a pirate
arrggggg

:]

I've had one hell of a year.
This weekend I got to reconnect with my aunt who rarely comes in town.
She reminded me of who I really was.
I laughed for real for the first time in a long time.
She taught me how to just let loose and have fun.
I may not be the old Emma.
But I am a pretty unique/special/different/amazing person.
:]

More About Eyes

Eyes are not only used for seeing with.
They are also portals to your soul.
You can look so deeply into someone eye's that you can see exactly what their feeling.
You can read their soul through looking into their eyes.

Meant To Be

Have you reached that point in your life when everything becomes clear and you know what's meant to be?
Once you get there, tell me if we were meant to be.

My World

Fights continue once again.
To avoid going back into depression, I must go into my little world.
Ok, so here I am.
I'm playing a ukulele for some reason.
Woah, now I'm singing.
Not just singing though, singing to you.
Wait, what are you doing in my world?
My voice actually sounds good and you're enjoying it.
Go me! :)
Now we're climbing a tree.
A big enchanted tree.
Ouch. I fell off the tree.
And I'm bleeding.
It's really dark outside.
So we look at the stars and talk about our family.
Our small little family, just the both of us now.

Guardian Angel

Can a guardian angel be in human form?
As a little kid, I prayed every night asking what my guardian angel's name was.
I was a curious little child and never got an answer.
Then, you came along.
You protected me and helped me get through tough times.
Last night I prayed asking if you were my guardian angel.
I had this intense feeling that you were.
Now I finally know my guardian angel's name.

Small Town

You can never really leave your small hometown.
Everyone has their big city dreams.
But you will always be tied down by your roots.
You have it good in that small town even if you don't like it.
Sometimes it takes leaving to realize what you already had.
That small town will always have a place in your heart.
The memories, laughs, and tragedies.
You will always be tied to it even if you're gone.

Knowing

Do you ever feel like someone is peering into your soul?
It's like they know you so well.
Almost too well.
So well that they know you better than you know yourself.
That person can read your heart.
It's scary knowing someone knows everything about you.
But also very comforting.

Eyes

Is it possible to kiss someone without actually kissing them?
Sometimes you look so deeply into someone's eyes.
It's almost like your eyes are kissing.
If you look hard enough, you can see it all.
Their feelings and emotions all in those eyes.

Thread and Elements

Is it possible for two people to love each other so much that they become one?
It's like thread.
The other person is the thread.
They hold you together.
Sometimes they unravel.
But they always stitch back up.
Together they become one yet two different people at the same time.
Like a compound.
Two separate elements that combine together to make a compound.

Child In You

Do you ever reach that point in your life when the child in you dies?
It's like the climax in your life. When all else fails and you can't go back.
You can only dream of being that amazing, confident person again.
But if you dream hard enough, it can come true.
That child in you can never die completely.
Still deep down the child rests.
Waiting to rise again.
Once you get over yourself and all the pains of life.
Then the child will return.
You can be that person again.
Just believe.